So I have been in school for about 3 weeks already. I really like it. It is so nice to finally be studying just nursing and not classes that I really have no passion about. (AKA general eds) I really like the people that I am in class with too. They are pretty cool. A girl from Anatomy and Physiology last semester who I hung out with is also ( Read more... )

I loved Portland. If I could choose to go to any school, it would still be the University of Portland. I went there for 1 year but could no longer afford it...heck I couldn't afford it in the first place. I don't know why I ever thought I could. But I loved that school. I loved the town. I loved the people. For once in my life I felt accepted, ( Read more... )

I don't know what hurts worse; my sister thinking that I do not care or the fact that I don't show that I care enough that she would think that. Either way I am torn. We got into it pretty bad tonight. Fists and everything. Things were said, but the thing that still bothers me that was said days ago and still apparently remained true tonight ( Read more... )

Don't even think that you are going to get off with giving me a little extra because of my disability. I could fucking care less. I do not need someone to walk me to the bedroom. If I ask for directions to the bathroom, I do not need someone to hold my hand and walk me there and wait for me. If I ask where something is I do not need someone to ( Read more... )

Things were going super great for awhile. I mean they were too good to be true...which I should have noticed instead of being the naive gal I am. I went to Billings with my dad and sister. went to dinner with my friend and her mom. Hung out with other friends. Found a great friend here. All that great stuff. I also got a job offer in Iowa and I ( Read more... )

Wow...I had time to kill...Actually I was supposed to be studying for a test...right now but I am burned out. If I fail, I fail but I probably won't. It is only medical terminology which is a simple class....so I am filling out a survey Mike posted. Cheers ( Read more... )

So, yeah. My heart feels like it is in a million pieces and will never be found again. Oh well. I am sure it will heal soon enough. I am hoping anyways. I have a test in a half of an hour. THen I have work. It is a beautiful day outside. I hope I can sit outside for awhile before work. I love the sun. "Take another ride down the sunshine ( Read more... )

Because of my own selfishness, I have lost the man of my dreams. So, you question me and tell me that I am only 18. However, I know that I have lost something rather special. You may ask how I managed to lose him. Well, your answer is quite simple. I simply stopped looking. I shut the eyes to my heart and looked the other way. And now I ( Read more... )

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Do you ever hate something so bad you wish that it could be destroyed completely and you don't care the means of doing it? I would like to murder cancer in the biggest and worst ways possible. But because it is not human I cannot. I will find a way to kill it. I hate it so much. First it took my mom when I was almost eight years old. Then when ( Read more... )