So, my headaches have continually gotten worse...I have the really bad ones EVERY day now instead of a few times a month. I mean, I can never get rid of my pain completely, but at least before I could relieve it enough to be able to function. I am getting really frustrated. I'm so tired of trying so many meds that don't work. If you were to see ( Read more... )

Mikey gets to see the parole board in 12 days, September 27th, which also happens to be my 20th birthday. I really really hope that he gets parole. That is the only thing that I want for my birthday....its the only thing. I need my Mikey back. I think he will get parole...I am really praying and crossing my fingers. he has done a lot to better ( Read more... )

I am missing Mike so much right now. I got to see him on the 28th, which wasn't even a week ago, which was really good. I love seeing him. My dad is so nice to take me to see him. We got some pictures taken together and we should get them back pretty soon, but I'm really missing him bad right now. I am tired of being sick too. I have just been ( Read more... )

It has been over 6 months since I have been sick. And the last few weeks havebeen miserable. I took a turn for the worse and the pain got so bad that I couldn't even sit up. I had to cancel many appointments, but I do hope that something starts to work soon. I have to admit I am feeling a little better than the last few weeks, but am still ( Read more... )

It is nearly May now and I still have not gotten any better than I was in January. I sometimes wonder if I will ever be well enough to return to a normal schedule again. I've seen doctor after doctor, but the one place I need to be getting help is the pain clinic or anywhere else that specializes in chronic pain. I get so annoyed and saddened ( Read more... )

Still in so much pain. I am unable to take many meds because they are taking me off them all because they "messed up" and have to start over. It is so difficult when I am writhing in pain and all they do is tell me "oh it will get better.". I mean it is very easy for them to say when they are the ones who are not squirming in pain, cant sleep ( Read more... )

You know sometimes I just don't understand why life is the way it is. For the past couple months I have been in bed..sick as can be under the treatment of several heavy narcotic medications to treat my pain. Yet, the pain still existed and I could not get up without falling down or passing out. Nausea was something that was a part of my life and ( Read more... )

And the time it passes and life goes on...So a lot has happened since I have posted. For goodness sakes I have not posted in what 2 months. Well, I did not go to guide dog school because the school here nursing school threatened to fail me, which they did anyways and I will tell you about that in a second. I was disappointed but the guide dog ( Read more... )

oh my gosh. You know that guy i was talking about? he is so sweet. And I have been going to his house every night all week. It is awesome. His family is great...and he is even greater. He is so genuine and sincere in everything he says and I feel so comfortable talking him...more comfortable than I am talking to almost anyone. He is the best. ( Read more... )

I have been really sick with my headaches lately. I missed quite a bit of school because I couldn't function at all. I am still in tons of pain. They gave me quite a few shots during those two weeks of pain meds and I am on lots of different meds trying to control my pain but its kind of crazy. I am either gorked out on pain meds or I am in ( Read more... )