It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret, I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep, they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I ( Read more... )

If you auditioned for American Idol....what song would you sing?

Cuz I have no idea what I would sing.

Just curious. :)

So I've been in kind of a weird mood lately...I'm not really sure how to describe it. I guess its just sort of indifferent. Blank if you will.

I ate McDonald's today for the first time in like a year....and now i remember why I stopped eating it. I feel so incredibly sick its not even funny. Ew.

I have to babysit tomorrow....or today I suppose. I ( Read more... )

So last night was Laura's and my 'wallow night'....the plan was to eat a lot of food and watch sad movies...however we only achieved one of those goals...and unfortunately for our stomachs, it was eating a lot of food. We ended up spending the entire night talking...and when i say entire...i mean entire. And then, as if we hadn't already talked ( Read more... )

I have a question....what does 'ps' actually stand for? I realize that this is probably a stupid question...but i really dont know.

I'm curious though b/c i say it a lot.

So tomorrow Laura and I are having a 'wallow night'...or so i've coined it. I'm actually really excited...i think its exactly what I need...granted i'm going to feel very ill afterwards b/c of the cheese (b/c of pizza) and ice cream consumption. And i think there will be some form of chocolate too.

Is it bad that i'm not stressed at all for exams?

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Poetry is thoughts flowing on a page
Poetry is a spoken song
Poetry is something that doesn't appeal to a certain age
Poetry is something that can never be wrong
Poetry is the wind howling on a cloudy day
Poetry is a song that makes you smile and cry at the same time
Poetry is what comes out when you have nothing better to say
Poetry is footsteps that ( Read more... )

In theory...last night was fun. At least it looked and sounded like fun, but I didn't have much of it. Not through the fault of anyone else...i wish I had had fun and just not thought about the fact that it was billy's last night. But i couldnt seem to get it out of my head and i suck at goodbyes so i spent the entire time being sad unfortunately. ( Read more... )

So I wish I didnt procrastinate as much as I do. I don't start my homework till after at least 10 every night so I never get enough sleep...and even once I go to bed I can't sleep anyways, so its relatively pointless. My brain thinks so much when I go to bed...I lie awake for at least 2 hours before I actually fall asleep...its really very ( Read more... )

Break was far too short. Mostly fun. Not at all what i expected. Wouldn't have survived without my future husband...aka Matty.

I dont want to go to school tomorrow. This was the shortest break ever in history. No one is going to school tomorrow and this is the ONE time that my mom is making me....purely because she 'doesnt want to be around me'. ( Read more... )