I wish I could stop thinking about Evan, everything I see and hear reminds me of him. Its not like I am sad about it anymore, I think I am well beyond that stage. But every once in a while a song will come on the radio that just gives me goosebumps and makes me feel sick to my stomach. I really miss him. yeah you get into the whole "well do you ( Read more... )

i am in such a funk and i freakin hate it! why cant everything just be simple agai

ok so i know i havent updated in a very very long time! My life has been an absolute roller coaster and apparently my xanga is no longer safe to vent my true feelings! So now i have resorted to the safety of livejournal. So much drama is caused by people who seriously have no sense of maturity!! if you are upset about something why dont you call ( Read more... )

So i dont think anyone even reads my livejournal anymore, but i figure i will update anyways! My philosophy class is gonna be a breeze, i am sexually frustrated like no other, i am emotionally frustrated, and to top it off i have had insomnia for the past few nights. So if anyone is awake at 4:30 in the morning, do me a favor and call me! Well i ( Read more... )

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Its crazy how we all have these silly journals. I think i definitely like xanga more

This past month has been absolutely amazing! I cant think of any time in my life I have been happier with everything around me. Evan and I are the best we have ever been, work is getting better, my friends are super awesome, and I have a ferret that I dont even have to keep in my room!! And to add on to that, I am going to a concert tomorrow! ( Read more... )

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Maybe I am wrong for assuming things, but Laci and I were supposed to meet and talk on Wednesday. I go to her house and she isn't there. I talk to her the next day and ask her what happened and she said she had to go to work. Understandable. So then I ask her if we can do it thursday night. I call her at 10 like i said i would and she doesnt ( Read more... )

Today is me and Evan's 13 month, pretty crazy times. Yesterday we lay together and talked about when we first met and what we liked about each other then. It was awesome, there are just some of those days that I feel absolutely and completely happy with him. We've been through a lot together and its incredible to think that we are where we are ( Read more... )