so i happened upon my old livejournal, and i didn't realize how emo i sound in my last few entries. sad. very sad ( Read more... )

i hate my life.

i don't understand anything anymore.

the past few days have been thinking days. it feels like everything around me has changed, and scariest of all- it feels like i've changed. and i am not talking about the typical changes that come at this point in my life, i.e. college, graduation, etc. i mean deep and serious changes. it seems that so many things i have put faith into have failed ( Read more... )

you know when you hear a song, and the lyrics just really stick with you, even if they don't particularly apply to your life at the moment? well, this is that song for me ( Read more... )

on this, the last evening of freedom before the start of our last year of high school, i just wanted to say that this has been the best summer of my life. from laying on trampolines looking at the sky to getting root beer floats to pondering the complexities of the phrase "there ain't no hollaback girl" to hearing stories of abnormal toe splinters ( Read more... )

on one of those outside church bulletins i passed as i was driving ( Read more... )

how much longer must i keep paying for my mistakes?

i decided i'm tired of the world being so screwed up. i came home from work today and was greeted with the news of the attack on london, and it makes me so mad that we live in a world filled with such crap. and what makes me madder is that we're too busy focusing on our petty differences and problems to get the bigger picture. maybe that's how all ( Read more... )

the beth is BACK and better then ever ( Read more... )