I love him he is amazing!

I miss James terribly. I had a dream about him last night and he was leaving going into the armed forces or something like that. All I remember is trying to get back to him before left so I could atleast say good bye. I was running to get to him I jest had to make it to see him I didn't make it though.  He was already getting picked up by a ( Read more... )

I sent you an email that said I missed you. You sent me one back saying "if you want to talk give me a call this is my new number" My heart went pitter patter like a nervous school girl. I was nervous before I opened the email. Afraid that you would tell me to go to hell, or fuck off, or anything things else that could have easily broken my heart. ( Read more... )

I had the most wonderful dream about James lastnight. We were together again. I was happy. We walked up to eachother and we hugged and we kissed. He told me that he knew that I would come back to him when I was finished. I asked him "Finished with what?" and he said "The one who took you away from me." We kissed again and he just held onto me, like ( Read more... )

I feel like you don't want me. That you aren't even attracted to me. We have sex and there is nothing special, no real passion.  You shouldn't be able to wait till we get home so we can be together, till you can touch me and hold me. The first thing you do when you get home though, has nothing at all to do with me. I want you to not be able to keep ( Read more... )

there is nothing worse then being woken up 3 hours before you get up for by your roommate shouting "shauna i need you to take me to the er". so, i did. suzie woke me up at 5 am to have me take her to the er. she was running a fever and shivering coughing and doubling over in pain cause of whatever was wrong with her. we were there, at the er, for 8 ( Read more... )

so i started a new job today... not the one with the school that i was hoping for :( but it's okay. my new job seems to be fun so far. i started working for a newspaper in marco island doing graphic design. i went in today filled out an application and to do a test sheet with a program i have never used. got the job and then did 2 real projects. ( Read more... )

yeah bitch i know that you try and find my shit.jon told me... did you enjoy your reading you nosey ass bitch. you need to mind your fucking business. what goes on in my life sure as fuck doesn't concern you. untill now that is. the only times i ever saw jon when you two were together was the the two times you were there. he didn't do it for ( Read more... )

one of my very dear friends, an exboyfriend infact, tried to kill himself lastnight because he is so misserable with how things are in his life. he slit his wrists lastnight. he hates the woman that he is with but he stays with her because he loves his daughter and kori (the girlfriend) told him, in short, that if he leaves her not only will she ( Read more... )

dear jake ( Read more... )