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so yea.. i just got home from work.. kinda boring. but whatever. i get money outta the deal. so yea ( Read more... )

im a mean person ... im a bitch.. i have issuses.. big ones. i know this.. i know it all.. i deserve to be shot. okay i get this. but i cant help it. I thought something was actually going to work out for me. but no it cant.. and its my fault. i know it is. but i cant help the way i feel. i feel really horrible.. but i dont know what to do. ive ( Read more... )

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soo umm.. i finally met my "boyfriend"(according to meri) Casey... :) .. yea.. im happy now.. i just got home from his house.. I met his grandparents, dad and his cousin Marcy. Nice people.. so yea.. just wanted to say that.. peacccccccce!

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Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed ( Read more... )

soo hmm.. had wrestling tonight.. we won.. of course! 60-17. Stupid Mohan sucks! haha.. so yea.. I got to see the love my of life.. or shall we say "crush".. yep.. i have a really big huge crush on him.. which kinda isnt good.. since hes just a youngin and one of the coachs sons.. (like that didnt just give it away ( Read more... )

So.. im okay .. for now.. dont get me wrong about the last entry.. it was the best tourny that ive ever been to. it just reminded me of my past that i miss soo much.. but it was awesome and i had an amazing time with the boys , jackie and lauren. Me and Jackie bonded.. lol.. we stayed up till 4 in the morning hanging out with some lasalle and cba ( Read more... )

then once we do. we'd try everything to get back in. yea kinda how im feeling right now. I just got back from the wrestling tourny.. It was awesome.. The best time ive ever had at one. I mean even Oxford was there. But i think thats what my problem is. I miss that place so much. I never thought i would. But i do. Specially the people. Maybe they ( Read more... )