Hm...well this is incredible interesting...I definitely have not written in the thing in a long long time. I think its time to start this up again. I need to explain my feelings somehow. I don't know. Everything seems to just be not okay right now. I've been crying for 3 days straight now. And nothing seems to be helping. I don't know. I want to be ( Read more... )

Well I guess it's been awhile. Well tomorrow starts the first day of November already. Wowwww. The time is going by really fast. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing? Well I must say...I'm proud of how I did this quarter. I just hope I don't slack off again and start doing bad in the quarter. Well this past weekend I rented House of ( Read more... )

Wow I really just don't get it. Today....I was like laughing non-stop at school. But just 5 minutes ago I like broke down and started crying. Everytime I tried to make myself stop, the tears just wouldn't stop falling. I don't understand it. Am I really just THAT unhappy and just try to hide it behind laughter? Or do I just suck at life and cry at ( Read more... )

[Marital Status] Single ( Read more... )

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey ( Read more... )

So for the past two days...I've felt kind of upset. Can't really bring myself to wonder why. Maybe it's because I feel like I try so hard and seem to get nowhere. Last week was good I must say. I can say that I just was all together happy..and always laughing. Maybe I felt like a door of opportunity was opening for me. But now I feel like I didn't ( Read more... )

She stands up high upon a ledge ( Read more... )

Well today I went to Statesville Haunted House with Susan, Kyle, and Arthur yayyy!~!~! Yeah me and Susan kept arguing with Arthur. What else is new? He doesn't know when he should or should not say something. Flaming idiot. Anyways...yeah it was soo fun! The guys in masks kept going up to me and getting in my face. Haha. And then one of the scary ( Read more... )

Yeah well haven't really written in awhile...my bad. Anyways...today was pretty sweet. Well I went to Susan's and watched The Amityville Horror. It was pretty good..except for the fact that the dog died!!! BASTARDS! But yeah....well after that me, Sus, Kyle, and Susan's sister went to Denny's. Yeah definitely ended up eating something bad there and ( Read more... )

Well thought'd I might update. Yesterday I decided to do some shopping so I brought Sus with me. We went to the mall first. Yep nothing I found there. Then over to Old Navy...again found nothing there. Then I dropped her off and went over to Kohls and Target. Again I found nothing there. Yeah guess I really wasn't in the shopping mood. Then I went ( Read more... )