Thanks, That Was Fun

I'm learning, I'm yearning
I'm burning, all your stuff
But that's not enough.
I'm faking, that I'm aching
Mistaking lust for love.

Thanks, that was fun
Don't forget, no regrets
Except maybe one.

Did I scare you?
When I dared you?
I stared you in the eye
And told you goodbye.

You mock me,
It shocked me,
When you walked me to the ( Read more... )

SO THANKFUL!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

so so so cold!

And we're off. Some may recall my absolute love for Tomas. He's a sophomore. And boy oh boy do i like him ever so much! but, i dont think he likes me. Wait . . . im pretty sure he doesnt. But, hey i still gave it a shot, i asked him to go ice skating this friday night. And once and i said it i started getting real scared. All worried like something ( Read more... )

Just some Lyrics to tell my emotions today :)

"Burying Your Past"

you used to shine like a diamond all the time
but now you forgot all your dreams forgot the times
that you had gravel in your knees and i raised you back to your feet
and now you're watered down there's nothing left burning inside
so many times i fell on my face and you lifted my ( Read more... )

Its the coldest day in November.
   Its your birthday, you are one year smarter.
     You have the sweetest spirit,
        You have the kindest soul.
           You are a big teddy bear for someone to hold.
              You're like a second grandma to me.
                 My two are dead.
                     So to hear that you could be leavingme.
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i did a book report on this AMAZING book called "Hard Love", this girl writes a zine, a zine is a home-made magazine, hers is called "Espace Vilocity." Well, for my report i had to dress up like the person, and have a physical object representing and "showing an understnading of the charater" i made a cover to "her" zine. And as i was making it, i ( Read more... )

Hi i havent updated in forever. so, here is the skinny on what happend today . . . every morning  . . . well Mon-Fri. i have this church thingy i have to go to, "seminary" is its name. so i get out of Seminary, and im going to Rosa's car because she takes me to school. so before i get in her car i get this feeling i shouldnt get in yet. so i wait. ( Read more... )

   Alli-

if you read this i am trapped inside a killer whale! no kidding, BUT i need, and want to tell you something. i dont want to whole flippin' world to hear so, im going to TRY and put it in goatsnachers. yes. that is all.

always <3 LOVE

monica

   And it hurts when silence means everything.