I PASSED MY TEST! I AM NOW A CERTIFIED HEALTHCARE ACCESS ASSOCIATE (CHAA) AND HAVE PROMOTED TO A PATIENT ACCESS REP II.

I HATE how much fucking control one person has over my moods. My most extreme emotions only come out by them. I either want to throw my phone across the room and bang my against the wall, or the butterflies sneak up on me and I am at my highest moment. Why do I allow that person to have so much control? I remember when I finally got the point ( Read more... )

I dont fucking get it. I got stood up last night. I freaking called it. Apparently I am so damn desperate I made him promise that he was going to go out with me. I shouldve known he couldnt be trusted. We were texting back and forth and he told me to call him when I got off work. I did. He didnt answer. I expected it. So I text him to make ( Read more... )

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!

Is to basically cut all ties with the people that have treated me like shit here recently. They(new guys) all just want to be friends and I am totally cool with that, but once you cross that friend line there is no going back. You cannot play with my emotions like I am some kind of ragdoll. I dont deserve that. I have blamed myself for so long ( Read more... )

new guy is acting weird. Wednesday night he called me and stated he was going to call his mom to bring him some food. Me being the nice person I am volunteered to bring him some. We hung out for little bit when he got a phone call from his friend telling him to meet him at a bar. He asked if i wanted to go, so i went with him. We drove ( Read more... )

from the moment my alarm went off this morning i knew i was going to be a long day...i am so tired of talking on the phone all day and listening to all the dumbasses at the insurance companies. they all sound like robots and when you ask a question they either give you the wrong answer or keep repeating the same thing over and over. I think that ( Read more... )

 So its thanksgiving time again...This year has gone by so fast.  I cant believe i have been working here for a year.  Things seem to be about as good as they are going to get for awhile and i can deal with that.  Ive met someone new...lets see how long it will take for him to let me down.  I read my horoscope and it said: Old problems are not back ( Read more... )

what the hell, i go through this over and over and i can only blame myself for it. why are all the guys i meet the same? well except for that one weirdo that wanted to be by boyfriend after 3 days of knowing each other. Whatever happened to dating? You know going out and doing things, taking things slow? Why are guys so quick to jump in bed? ( Read more... )

i dont have one freaking ounce of motivation to do anything today. i still have another hour and a half of work, with no plan whatsoever to do anything. im tired of doing the same routine everyday, and these six day work weeks suck. i feel like i dont have time to do anything, then again, i dont really have anything to do in the first place. im ( Read more... )