So I was going to do one of those 2008 in review things, except I was trying to use old livejournal entries and I discovered I only had one or two entries every month. So it wasn't very helpful and I only really remember significant things. I don't really want to remember it though, since not much good actually happened and it mostly just got worse ( Read more... )

It's strange how as you grow older, you learn that things aren't as they always seemed to be. You may have been told one story, when in actuality it goes much, much deeper. And then apparently you can handle more when you're older, so that's when people decide to tell you the truth ( Read more... )

I need to stop acting like my life is going to fall apart when you leave. Because I know it isn't. Sometimes I wonder if I'm more afraid of being fine without you here than I'm worried about not being fine. As if it would mean we mean less to each other than I convince myself that we do. Unfortunately I don't think there's any way of figuring it ( Read more... )

when i leave for college i am never coming back.

so at the beginning of this week, i had a calculus test and project due. then i had a physics project and lab due yesterday, with a test on top of that. and i was like hey guess what i'm faking sick on thursday. except then i ended up actually getting sick instead. it wasn't the kind of sick i normally get, but i was sleeping every day after school ( Read more... )

the new kingdom hearts came out yesterday and i want it.. except i'll have to wait until christmas. i also have to wait until christmas for my wii ( Read more... )

collegecollegecollege. it's hard sometimes to remember that college is not the most important thing in the entire world ( Read more... )

so i totally understand why durfee gets frustrated at vocal ensemble all the time. band too, but vocal ensemble was worse because it was my responsibility to make them sing and such. i don't really have much hope for band this year. everything is just absolute chaos. and the band room is too small to fit the whole band ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to providence with jessica, amanda p, and amanda k and we looked at providence college. it was lovely. it was a lot different than when i went to clark, because i could not picture myself at clark. part of me hopes jessica and i end up at the same school and part of me doesn't. it would be great to have someone where i go that i ( Read more... )

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