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Heartbroken still. Hardly anyone understands but thankfully a few do. Even after all he's done, I love him. How could he do all that he's done to me? I think he needs a good therapist and I need to stop enabling him :( I miss him so much 🙍 -
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I'm so bad at expressing myself: I struggle to put my feelings into words and they tumble and spill out of me, messy and confused ( Read more... ) -
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He's been gone about 3 months now. The games have continued. Me just wanting him to love me again like he used to and him generally being an arsehole! I want so much to not love him anymore but I can't switch it off ( Read more... ) -
Stop being nasty to me!
I got fed up. I have PMS. I'm fed up of being on my own, even though I'm supposedly not ( Read more... ) -
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And now, apparently I'm a "selfish cunt"
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The sacred bond I felt we had, from being intimate, making love (or so I thought), he sullied and destroyed, by doing it with It How does someone who claims they love you, do that to you? Can it be repaired? :(
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So I finally found out, about a year ago, that he DID spend the night in December with It and countless other nights (& days) :'( Broke my heart into a trillion pieces and I can't fix this.
I never feel good enough, he never treats me the way he did. I'm not It and never will be :( All the things he said to me - they weren't true, he said them and ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year
It was an awful year, 2012. The person I love, who I thought loved me just as much, if not more, cheated on me - spectacularly :( It started in March and I found out in April. Not sure how much longer it went on, but I know it did :( Probably until he moved in with me in June. He said he wanted us to give it a go, as I did.
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Meh
Another week, nothing much new to say.
I feel like a spare part today :(