the dark was windy
but the morning is still
i split myself in half Lord.
should there be any gray in me?
you made me pure again, Jesus and I'm alive.
how can i stay here?
don't let me stick to thoughts
I want to meditate on You alone.
world and people
old and new
renew me
reuse me

God spoke to me today. He has this awesome plan for me and I am really excited about it but for now He needs me to study the word and really be able to answer the non believers questions. I asked Him to use me and my gifts to help others become Christians. I have known for a while now that this is what God has planned for me in my future but that ( Read more... )

I love looking at my life in retrospect and then labeling years. And maybe this will help you understand who I was before I truely found Christ ( Read more... )

Soo, ever since Labor Day night (yet another life changing memorable event that happend ON a holiday) I haven't slept through the night without waking up every 10-30min (no joke). But I just want to say that the last two nights I have only woken up 2 x's a night, and I'm really excited about that and wanted to share. Sleep makes SUCH a huge ( Read more... )

I just may be a broken record ( Read more... )

In your palm an eggshell ( Read more... )

save money?
this doesn't exist.
slave money.
that's more like it.

im a slave
im a slave
not an owner
nothings really mine
nothings really real

im in chains
im bound to loans
debt debt
slave to debt

wow i can't even write about it thats how angry it makes me.

Sooo what is going on with me! I am freaking CRAZY! Now I'm starting to remember why antidepressants sounded soo good back in high school, because I'm an absolute lunatic. I'm the most bipolar person I've ever known. One minute I'm happy and free, the next I'm suffocating and crumbing in my own despair. And I try and try soo hard to cover it ( Read more... )

if i were a stay at home housewife ( Read more... )

why do I feel guilty for no reason ( Read more... )