ok so i cut my hair...ALL OFF!!!!! i look....com[;eatly different like not like me at all but thats ok...heehee ben likes it.

i told eddie this morning how i don think i can go out with him for a long time...

oh well lemme tell u all about it on my other lj...love u!!!

the pains in my side are from the stress in my heart.....does that make sense? and wehn i get sick its from the overpowerment of my stress that csue me to basically break down

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

well u know me i am always up for a change...so heres my new lj...

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so i talked to sami...but i didnt tell her everything cause i promised i owuldnt...i hate keeping my fuckn promises when its like this...its just not right its mean its cruel and i hate both him and me i just need ben...i need to talk to him so bad i need him to get all quiet and worried and look at me like he does in that cute face and ask whats ( Read more... )

tell me...what do u do when this amazing guy has been lieing to you for 2 months? what do u do when this girl that seems pretty cool is gonna get hrut and its your faullt even if u didnt know? what happens when u resent one of your best friends becasue she said its ok to trust him? what do u do when you let your gaurd down and another person u ( Read more... )

people like kate...and amanda-thankx cause i donno what i woulda done without u...now eddie is an jerk cause hes like i wanna break up with sammi, and hes all hes goin to, and when i talk to him im like i hafta tell sammi, and he goes "don f*n talk to me then" i mean like what the f***? i would love to be like ok eddie i wont say nething to her. ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder whats goin through eddie's head...i mean he was still goin out with sammi...but he was gonna ask me out...whenever something happens with us...i get completley empty...maybe this time the thought of ben can keep me alive...i wish i could tell eddie wat makes me so...gone when it comes iwth him...but i cant.i mean like if io did ( Read more... )

wowy i lovest everyone so very much!!!!!!!! specially my...amber and torry!!!!!! cuz u guys are super amazing lol!!!!!!

tim is amazing!!!