Ugh!!.....I have so much to do, and to little time, focus, and energy to get it done. I have papers up the ass to write, and I just dont know where to start, maybe I'm avoiding starting them. But, I will get started in the next 45-mins or so ( Read more... )

I dont know why I named this post BLAH, it just seemed fitting to me, and since it is my post, I shall call it what I want :P ( Read more... )

Well I have been home now for a while. It seems to have taken this long to get things put back in order, so i decided to update my journal at last. Its great to back home in North Dakota, even though I dont like some of this state, it is alot better than some of the places I have been. I cant believe what happened to New Orleans, I was there a ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, tomorow I should be leaving on a trip to Louisiana with my grandmother, so basicaly it will be the trip of hell. I have done some online searching and found a few gay bars in the area where I will be, maybe I'll check them out, I doubt I will get a chance to though :( I really want to go to a gay bar and have the expirnce of being ( Read more... )

Well right now I am sitting in a hotel in a small town in Oklahoma, I have my laptop computer with, and i'm lucky to be in a place that has wireless internet. Since I'm bored i thought i would write about the trip a little bit here. At one point of the trip i ended up in New Orleans, and it was awesome and gross all at the same time. I was in the ( Read more... )

I have a new idea or thought, whatever you wanna call it. I think people should have the abilty to erase unwanted memories, I have many that I would love to erase. Wouldent it be great to just erase and forget the bad things that have happened in your life? you could get rid of the negative feelings and thoughts, and just focus on the posative. I ( Read more... )

Well yesterday and last night I hung out with my ex-gf, we sort of went to the Terri Clark concert together, she was in the pit with her friends and I was by myself by the grandstand. Afterwards I kinda lost her but later on I found her and her friends on the midway of the fair ( Read more... )

Yesterday I hung out with my best friend, we had alot of fun together! Later in the day my friend and I went to watch my ex-gf's last softball game, and it was fun, but after the game I got the oddest cold feeling from my ex-gf, maybe it was because she was with her softball buddies. I really wasnt expecting that type of reaction from her, maybe ( Read more... )

Its rather late at night, and I find myself drawn to this website. I guess its that late night urge to re-live the past few days, and share my thoughts on them with those of you that choose to read my little postings ( Read more... )

Well this is my first time posting here, so I guess I have broken my own journal virginity..lol ( Read more... )