why does life have to be so confusing? there are so many decisions you have to make everyday and you never know if they are the right ones or wrong ones...then one day you will look bak and wonder what would have been if you took the other path , made the other choice? i guess its the feeling of regret. i hate regret more then anything. worst of ( Read more... )

fuck you... im so fucken sick of you leaving your shitty fucken notes this is my life and i dont give a fuck wut you say about it if imma be a hoe let me be a hoe nothing your ganna say is goign to make me do n e thing diffeernt and your wrong because i dont care what peolpe say about me look how much people in this school talk shit but i dont care ( Read more... )

uhh schools gay i hate it hate it i hate it...

i got my car bak..thanks nick lol ..but yea so i drove to school today and we got a sub in first hour im so hungry i shoulda went to mc donalds this morning o welll ill go tomorrow but yeaaaaaaa umm i wanna do something after school today and i really gatta go to the mall but i dont know where im goign and i have no money and im "grounded" but yea ( Read more... )

today i got up and went to church and then taught CCD..it was liek really good though because like i actually taught then something it felt really good that they learned because of me i dunno thats why i wanna be a teacher so i can teach kids..its veryrewarding ...ok n e ways and then NICK CALLED lol but umm thats not all i went to work and they ( Read more... )

oo im having such a good day its my birthday :D yayayayaya im 16 and i got my liscense today and im ganna be crusen around and i love it i can go whever the fuck i wanna go ya im soooooo excited for tonight but i gatta work so im outtie

wow a lot of shit a lot a lot a lot but i aint even getten into it...whatever liek my quote for life goes I DIDNT DO IT lol but hey its whatever i dont have ne thign to say bout that shit its over now...MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS im soooo excited my mommy is taken me out to go for a lil drive tonight and then i got a thing tomorrow and then friday i ( Read more... )

wow yesterday sucked but hey it whatever now i just dont care but man i fucked myself over so bad but i mean i guess imma ahve to learn to get over it i regret all the decisions made that night and i shoulda had more respect for myself but everyone thinks this is something i plan on doing on a regular basis wen its not i mean damn im sorry but ( Read more... )

uhhh sooo tired this weekend wore mme the fuck out!! on friday i went to work right after school then went to short shits house and we just did nothing because amanda just yells at her parents and gets nothing acomplished lol but then we both went to my house where amanda almost hit or i think she did hit a fucken racoon ...good driven bud...and it ( Read more... )

thanks to everyone that tried to help me through that shit last night but i man only time can heal i guess...i mean yea im so depressed and im freaken heartbroken but time will heal...gabe told everyone today that he was lieing about us and that cleared up some things...nick still doesnt believe him i mean if he doesnt believe me and gabe then ( Read more... )