ive been cryen since 10:00 this morning i dont know where all these tears are comming from i literally have nothing left to cry up yet the tears keep flowing...i never cried over someone as much as im crying over him..is this because maybe for once i was happy and i was actually in love with someone...i hope and pray were not done forever liek he ( Read more... )

wow what a freaken weekend..i had soo much fun but yea ok on wednesday i went to the beach and got super drunk and then thursday was thanksgiving and then i went out but it was gay i went to the deerfield pool and shit but i was sober lol but yea on friday nick and gabe had a hotel party and HOLY SHIT it was soo much fun i got sooo trashed and so ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving...im watchen shallow hall i hate stayen inside all day but i get to go out tonight so its all good yesterday was me n nicks 1 month he suprised me at school with flowers candy and a balloon and i got him a tedy bear and a picture of us in a frame yup yup we went down to the beach with cody amanda me nickk anthony and then i think ( Read more... )

"life is liek a pile of shit ...sometimes you step in it sometimes you dont"
((and im in it way over my head))

well i just failed another french test god i hate this language so much ...but only liek 3 more weeks and im done and if i get a D o well cuz at least ill be done for the rest of my fucken life!!! but ye ai slept right after the test and its only 210 now and i wanna get outta here i dunnoo wut im doin after school yet though i feel bad i have to ( Read more... )

wow im wide awwake wit noting to do ....errr well tonight was the worst saturday so far lolz i guess one bad day ouutta the weekend cant hurt rite..? but its w/e friday was alright i had to take care of stratty i hope your alright though <333333 ummmmmm yea i just need to get tired so i wanted to do a update i gues which is weird cuz i usually only ( Read more... )

w0w im super bored in french and since i have an F i should pay attention but i saw this thing on nicholes journal and i rather do this so fuck french lol....EVERYONE DO IT TOOOO ( Read more... )

last weekend too much to sey ..lets leave it wit got fucked up OFF MY ASSSSS and had fun was wit my friend and life is good...wow it feels weird sayen that but my life is good im happy and i dont have drama WOOOOOOOOOOO haley belba "slut of monarch" and "porn star" has no drama!!!!!! i love all my friends expechilly my "c rew" amanda marissa ( Read more... )

yesterday was a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy good night lol....put me in a good mood lol well after school i went to rissas and then we went to my house eric brought dino nick and savii over then we all went to erics (not marissa) she was with sean (ooo la la) but yea at erics me and nick and eric and savii had our fun aww dino was on the computer but i ( Read more... )

wow ....wut to say about the weekend....well savannahs partty from what i remeber was a lot of drama for me. i DIDNT smoke however i was very very very drunk...ive never had this much every to drinkin my life and ill never do it again i was puking EVERYWHERE n every 5 min. and i was loud and i cant remeber shit that happened and i was crying for ( Read more... )