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It's been a while.
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Still Alive
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BPS Cycle
It is so FUCKING irritating to not be able to purge after a binge. I've been practically starving myself for 2 weeks... and i binged today. Realized I had fucked up... and couldn't for the life of me purge. Hate my body. Hate how i look. Eff. -
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I was doing fine.. I hadnt logged on in a really long time... and then all of a sudden i decided it was an okay idea to get on. Now its back and i feel like shit. Im not okay anymore.. -
Lost in thought...
You ever notice how shit just creeps up on you? All of a sudden I was sucked into this ana lifestyle... I never wanted it. but all of a sudden I was lost in it. I didn't mean to hurt all the people i did... my stats haven't gone anywhere... I'm still fucking huge... I have lost my will power.. and I hate it.. Wehn I have my ana I feel like shit ( Read more... ) -
Wierd
I ended things with my boyfriend of a year and a half.. I feel useless... Ana has started to leave me alone...finally. I never really thought i wanted to get better... but now i realize thats the only thing i can do. I can fit in my older sisters clothes... she was 87 lbs... i weigh like 40 more than that... but i have more muscle than she ever ( Read more... ) -
fattie
Once again i feel like purging.. what the fuck is wrong with me? im going running with my guy friend tomorrow and he is totally gonna kick my ass.. andi dknot know if i will be able to handle it. i feel like shit about myself but i want things to change. things have to change because looking like this just isnt okay.
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100 Hours
Fast was a fail.. broke down at 70 hours.. im miserable.. i want to get away
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I'm A FATASS
I need to lose weight.. now! what are the best diets and how should i hide them from friends and family?