why dont we end this lie?
I cant pretend this time
I need a friend to find,
my broken mind, before it falls to pieces.

Schizophrenia ( Read more... )

Immmmmmmmmmm kinda upset right now. I mean, I love U of T but our exams ended too late. Everyone has the jump when it comes to jobs. Everywhere Ive looked so far has finished all their summer hiring. I feel like Im being punished for being a good student lol. I study hard, dont leave the library...and when I do...EVERYTHING's gone. Oh well, there's ( Read more... )

i dont know where im going with this but whatever. Im just really not feeling too confident about anything right now. Like for school i know im gonna do fairly well, i mean ill do my best and thats all i can really ask of myself. But still there is an underlying motif of dread mixed up with everything. Maybe its school, maybe its because i have to ( Read more... )

bah technology sucks. Everything seems to be going wrong these days. I loose my MSN that ive had for like 8 years because it sucks...i lost all my contacts in my phone book in my cell phone because my screen doesnt work and most recently i cant get in to the U of T website because of password problems(which i actually got resolved). I hope what ( Read more... )

argh im kinda frustrated at my sister. It starts over the stupidest things too. Im watching a movie and my sister comes home and starts SCREAMING at me to turn it off because she works and blah blah blah. Everything i do is always considered to be inferior to her. My parents kinda take this stance as well. Its just disheartening to know that it ( Read more... )

oh man the computer i am on is really quite craptastic. Its all modern and whatnot, however my DVD player always burns out, which is a bummer cuz i love watching movies/music dvds. Anyways im sitting here listening to some music which is good, but not incredibly great like watching music. Im actually listening to billy talent....they do have ( Read more... )

today was a pretty hectic day. I woke up feelin damn tired, i barely got my ass out the door on time. I hopped on the bus and then i felt my pants start to vibrate. Of course it was my phone and i picked it up. It was julia! She had called me to tell me that she got into U of T!! I was so incredibly proud of her, and excited at the same time ( Read more... )

I think this will be short because im feeling pretty nautious. Today was pretty boring as usual. All i did was sit in class and take notes all day. It really didnt start getting interesting until i got home. My thing on the U of T website finally changed. It changed from pending review to decision pending. This means my decision is comming ( Read more... )

yo dawgs im finally updating this shizzle, well because i havent in like a month and a half. We got out midterms like a couple months ago and i was getting an 83, i got into guelph and got a 600 dollar scholarship to york. Still, i havent heard anything from those bastards at U of T. stupid jerks. Anyways ive been keepin a pretty low profile as of ( Read more... )