it seems I take forgranted ( Read more... )

Ive come to realize I need to learn social skills. Its so hard for me to talk to people I dont know, especially girls my age to make friends because it seems like everytime I even say hello to people..they look at me like "Why are you adressing me?" I was working yesterday and everyone is walking around in pairs talking and laughing. I dont really ( Read more... )

okay... this so far is my revelation. I am calmer. I am less stressed. I feel horrible for feeling good. I honestly think I need to be alone. I need a seperation...longer then a couple days.

what the hell am I doing???? Im so screwed up. I work my whole life to get something. I get it and think... hmmm.. Im not sure if I want this anymore. Hes so damn good to me. What the hell is wrong with me.. why am I so selfish? Im taking everything away from everybody... all I know is something isnt right. I dont know why.. and I dont know what ( Read more... )

Liam Just ripped a few good ones ( Read more... )

hey its been awhile. Things are going well these days. I hate my job and I dont get paid nearly enough to survive... but we are surviving. I love Don and the boys with all my heart ( Read more... )

Im so freaking exhausted. I dont even know why but I am. I went to bed at around midnight last night and got up at 6:30 but by the time I got to work I could barely see straight. I think alot of it is this pregnancy and the rest is just that Im always seeming to be doing something. Im usually doing house work or chasing Caleb or doing something for ( Read more... )

I GOT AN INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!! Ill know round the end of the week or beginning of next week.

My parents just left.. its so much fun to watch them with Caleb. I think they are looking forward to Ethan and our next one. They sure do spoil him tho ( Read more... )

We're gettin rid of the internet again.. to save up for the new baby. Write me if you can and Ill be sure to keep in touch. I can always go down the street and get onto Travis' computer.. so Ill do my best to talk to you all again soon.