Wow long time since I wrote in this thing. I just moved to Santa Cruz and now have a job or the holidays at Macys. I know my dad and a few people will be pissed that I work the day before and after some of the holidays but who cares I want something to do because all I do is sit here and it drives me crazy... Halloween is coming up, my favorite ( Read more... )

So the show finally opened and I am so happy. Thursday night I went to Blakes because his parents were gone and I had the best time. Then on friday he came to see the show and came to the boardwalk with me, it was really sweet. Yup and tomorrow I get to have some food with my sister and my dad, which I'm not looking forward to but next week I dont ( Read more... )

I must say that things are going pretty well for me right now, besides all the school work and the very little time I have free to do it. I seem to be quite content at the moment. :)

I'm sorry I have resisted for so long and now I must post this song ( Read more... )

"and you said I know that this will hurt
but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember
the end will justify the pain it took to get us there"

-Relient K-

I really can't stand being "sick" at home. I want to go out and buy stuff at Longs but I can't drive when I'm on so much medication. DAMN! So I try to do something other than watch marathons of the 4400 and the DVDs of FRIENDS, which is hard when you feel like your jaw is in a fucking clamp! I want to pack but I'm not leaving for a week, so that’s ( Read more... )

I must say that Tina is one of the best friends anyone could have, and all the other people who don't want to be her friend are DUMB! Yup! Thanks so much for everything you have done for me :) and I'm sorry I cant always be a better friend. Man you made me feel good about what’s going on ( Read more... )

I feel so bad right now. I feel dull and boring, useless, used, gross, and worthless, annoying and ugly. I never had such low self-esteem, I don’t know what happened. It’s amazing how the people closest to you can make you feel the worst ( Read more... )

I feel like I have lost my best friend and in his place there is guy who only talks to me when no one else will give him attention. I hate this soo much. I don’t want to hate him but it’s so hard when he doesn’t want to be with me. I will no longer to be held in his arms, or be the one to kiss him goodbye, or even kiss him whenever. I wont be the ( Read more... )

Its over ( Read more... )