I'm really depressed with how my life is right now.  I really miss Eryn and I wish she would talk to me.  It is more than obvious I made the wrong choice.  I never should have had any doubt.  I guess you live and learn but this is a lesson I didn't want.  I don't want to settle anymore and I don't want to be any ones second choice. I want to be #1 ( Read more... )

and now i cant fix it.  im sad and hurt and i feel like a fool. why are guys such assholes?  i should have listened to eryn from the start. she was right all along.  i wish i could take everything back.  i want to forget any of it happened and i cant. eryn wont even talk to me. why dont i listen? what is it about me that makes people treat me like ( Read more... )

i feel like nothing i do is ever right. everything goes wrong always.  i feel like just giving up......

im tired and i have a really bad headache.  eryn came over to spend the night and my dad came home drunk and kinda ruined everything.  eryn gets real nervous around men and it is like a million times worse when there drunk and being asses so she was kinda freaked out and wanted to leave so it was a real big mess.  i got her to stay but the evening ( Read more... )

pretty much sucks. ive been sad all day.  i hate feeling this way :(

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so my dad calls last night to tell me that him and sharon are cutting their vacation short and were coming home today (friday).  he told me i needed to make sure the house was clean cus sharon was in a really bad mood and he didnt want her to give me a hard time when they got home. i was bummed cus i was getting ready to leave the house and i had ( Read more... )

i have no idea what im doing here so im probably gonna suck for a while  feel free to give me pointers and scott you are the only reason im on here so yea =)