Well I'm back home in CA and hopefully I will stay here because I'm tired of moving. If you are trying to get a hold of me I'm going to try to turn my cell phone back on although I will more than likely have a different number. But I will let you know when that happens. Things are going very well for me and I hope that since this weekend is new ( Read more... )

What Hell my life seems to be right now. I wish that I could leave this place because all I seem to be able to do here is cry and fight with the family. I'm tired of all the negative energy here and I'm tired of this family trying to control my life. I have to hide the fact that I check my e-mail and update whatever blog spots or journals I have ( Read more... )

Well I may not be able to get online and check e-mails or LJ entries because I have been offically banned from the computer and the house phone. I made a call to my Twin a few months ago and was on the phone for some time. Well now I owe them about 95 dollars and since I can't pay the bill I can no longer use the phone or the comp. I just thought ( Read more... )

I got my first tat this week! I'm so happy, it's my sign you know the taurus Bull. THe only bad thing is that I didn't realize how much up keep a tattoo requires I have to put lotion on it like 6 times a day. But then again I suppose that if I don't want to have it fade within a year then I will keep it nice right? It hurt some. Jimmie took ( Read more... )

I upset Jimmie Yesterday because I made a comment about her ex. Not a very nice one at that. I didn't realize that I was always making comments about her all the time, but appearently I was and Jimmie was fed up with it and yesterday was the last straw, I really pissed her off. I feel so bad about it. I'm a bad girlfriend because I shouldn't have ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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Your Love is better than I cream ( Read more... )

You know I feel sad beacuse I really didn't want to come home. I feel guilty because I wanted to stay with someone who I feel cares about me. Not that theses folk that I live with don't it's just hard going from being told that your beautiful everyday, along with sleeping next to someone who wakes you up from a bad dream or when you wake up from a ( Read more... )

Funny How everytime you leave ( Read more... )

So I'm going home on wednesday. Not that I want to leave Jimmie, beacuse well to tell you the truth I could so fall for her in a heartbeat but I don't want to get my heart broken by another woman that and we live in two different states. We've had a blast here given that her ex is still a big part of her life and I wish that I could beat the crap ( Read more... )