I have not updated for like ever i have just been so tired and stressed and cranky and ahhh i am so ready for school to be over...anyway...its just a short entry but at least i made an attempt...i feel like i have mono again (cept its not possible) im so ready to pass out rigth now

_crazy*tired*

okay so i suppose that i should really update..gawd school bites the big peverbal pecker..! im so tired of it, senior exits are over..but its still stressful...i just wanna cry thats how i feel right now...oh wait i am crying...but i cant explain why i dont know....im so confused i KNOW i love boy B right to death and i want to be with him, but i ( Read more... )

So i should really update but i dont know what to update....i know i havnt for a while..so Boy A broke up with me...(so if you want to know what happened read below ( Read more... )

OH boy its back i felt like a zombie today, im getting a cold i think, my stomach hurt and my throat and im starting to cough noooo go away i dont want to be sick......i am really begining to hate school..im almost failing 2 classes , i was doing good for a while at least...anyway as long as i pass for the year thats all i care about...humm i dont ( Read more... )

So today was not as good as it could have been, my boy was supposed to come over but then his mom needed the car and he couldnt so i offered to get him and then his dad said he couldnt do anything, =(, that really kinda bites, i was hoping to spend some time with him, stupid crazy scheduals...maybe next weekend *crosses fingers* All in favor of the ( Read more... )

So today was great, Went looking for a prom dress found the dress i want! and i am getting i look so perdy in it hehe...

Got to see my boy...made an oh-o....i accidently said i love you...but he said it back, but i didnt mean to say it it kinda slipped out because i dont feel that way yet hehe i like him ALOT but im not in love yet hehe but it was ( Read more... )

Wow, im so happy, and yeah. hehe still giddy/giggly...i think i have friends that want to kill me rihgt now.....nothing new lol....today was uneventful really, work sucked, whats new.. i need a new job...a little birdy told me that there is an opening at the Kitchen at Keddys...interesting....must look into that...Humm wondering where my boy is ( Read more... )

OH BOYS EVERYONE IT HAPPENED AND IM LOVIN IT....im crazy i know but i did something that i wanted no we will see what comes of it so everyone remember this date March 1st!! lol ...oh boys this is crazy ...anyway im tired and happy and giddy ( Read more... )

BOY A: lol well i dunno bout work and other stuff ( Read more... )

OH BOYZ...so im dreading a talk with Boy B....but i know it has to be done i have been doing a lot of thinking about things, and even if i do not get together with boy A this is still a talk i need to have, things are jsut so hard and life is getting more hetic...with big projects in school, and then when i go off to college i am going to be so ( Read more... )