wow so live is awesome, new home with jake and I love it, it just all seems so right, were growing up and in the real word and Imso glad we are doing it together

I am actually the happiest I have been in awhile. I feel so confident and fresh...if that makes sense. I love working out some people think i am crazy how much I work out like today I went to the gym with deanna after work then to cardio, then karate, then back to the gym...haha what a life I have this is what I do on a tuesday night from 5pm-10pm ( Read more... )

ALOT has changed since my last post almost a yr ago! Obviously if you know me I'm not with Roland anymore, I broke off the engagement in March...I know I'm sooo mean but it is for the better in the end...I still work both jobs, blue cross and mozz, plus now work out like crazy with cardio, karate and the gym. I lost 71 lbs so far on weight ( Read more... )

wow so I havent updated in a LONG time! well alot has changed, I got together with roland and I am so happy and in love. I feel honestly he is the best person for me, we have such a great time and have been thru alot the last few months. like every relationship there is the good times and the bad time. we both work 2 jobs so we try our best to make ( Read more... )

oye the stress...i seriouly dont want to deal with it anymore, i dont want anyone elses problems..i wish i could just not care. and with my blood pressure already being way to high were i need to go have it checked out and then my alcoholic aunt getting a job at blue cross with me then getting fired for drinking on the job so stupid ( Read more... )

very busy weekend ahead
friday work both jobs
saturday dennis competition and award banquet then out drinking
sunday breakfast with dad, flower show then work

and yet another family member works with me it seems like everywhere i go somebodys always there i quess thats what u get for having a big family

oh boy for $5 martini's sooo good! we had soo much fun last night. but getting up at 4:30 today sucked, I can't wait to be in my own bed tonight!

So this weekend went by really fast ( Read more... )

Sometimes Im surprized I still have a job here seriously, good thing I didnt go for the other job I def wouldnt have gotten it. Stupid stupid mistakes. but I did get my raise today which was exciting ( Read more... )

So I didnt go for the job I think its better for everyone that way, I quess. I will just wait for summer. I will just bring my stuff home with me this weekend to my aunts house so i can study when i am there by myself ( Read more... )