And you wonder why we don't hang out anymore...maybe it's because I feel like you don't want me in your life anymore. You've got new friends...I'm just another framed picture on your nightstand

Today sucked. After school I pretty much had a mini-meltdown. Everytime I started to talk about college I started bawling. I went to Bree's house right after school and I called my mom and when I hung up I just burst out into tears. I don't know whats wrong with me. I have a feeling that this year is going to be exactly like last year, if not worse ( Read more... )

i give up...what else am i supposed to do?

Ugh. Senior year kinda sucks so far. My classes aren't that bad but it just freaks me out, I don't want to grow up. Things are changing and I don't like it. Fuck it, I'm done whining. I'm going to bed...i have to get up in 8 hours.

The rents are out of town for the weekend for my moms birthday. I have the house to myself for 3 and a half days. Me and Bree are staying here and Josh is probably gonna stay the night too. Can't wait for tonight. I probably won't remember it when tomorrow rolls around. Alright, nothing's really happening in my life thats update-worthy. Off to go ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've updated. Greece reunion is tomorrow at Kp's house in West Minster...I'll be doing the drive solo. I would tell you all about what I've been doing recently but the past few weeks are just one big blur. School starts in a week and I am not excited at all. I think I'm going to Scott's house tomorrow but I don't know..haven ( Read more... )

At Bree's house...like I always am. It's hotter than balls outside and it sucks. I had to go up to Hammond earlier to get my schedule because I never got it in the mail. I saw Mike Smeltz there and then we went home to have lunch and came back and Steven Marker was there. Steven and I talked for a little bit and then the everyone came back from ( Read more... )

90 questions to entertain!

Created by diabolical and taken 99 times on bzoink!
Spell your first name backwards:asilaAny meanings or stories behind your name?i was named after the actress alyssa milanoHow old are you?17What is your zodiac sign?cancerWhere do you live?columbia, mdHow long have you lived there?almost 3 yearsIf you have lived any place ( Read more... )

Dear God,

I am unfortunate to say that I am putting in my two weeks notice. I can no longer handle the stress and uncertaintly of life. I am sorry for any inconveniences this may have caused you. Thank you for your time and patience.

Sincerely,
Alisa J. Donovan

Oh boy. I hate being a girl. Our emotions get in the way of everything. Sometimes I wish I was brain dead. I wonder what it would be like...plus you couldn't get hurt and you couldn't hurt anybody else. I think it would be kind of cool. Tomorrow is probably going to suck. I have to work from 8am until 11 or 12...and then I have to come back to work ( Read more... )