so im home sick today. i have a stomach ache and kind of feel like im going to be sick. not that you cared. i feel bad though because lauren is going to be all by herself at luch. at least that is if she goes. and i doubt caroline iwll be going since she hasnt been in school for a while. i wish mike was home too then we could talk and stufff. i ( Read more... )

so i guess me and kim made like peace or somthing. we sort of appologized ish in the losest way possible and now she is acting all buddy buddy which is ok since she is going to be at the concert tomorrow anyways. i mean i should at least try to be friends with her right? she cant be that bad. as long as she stops writting about my boyfriend on the ( Read more... )

i just went to the mall and bought a dress. yes a dress. me. a dress. get the picture? this is huge news becuase of my legs. like huge. i will get to go to a dance. i dont even care if the news leaks out anymore. i just dont care. i think going to be ok i think. i hope. so it is black and short and it is spagetti strap. the front is droopy like and ( Read more... )

ok so im bord yet again. there is absolutly nothing to do at my house. i just made another lj but it is private so that idiots dont go becca-bashing there for pissing off my mom, there for making me lose all computer rights. steph and lauren slept over last night and then we went to the mall really early this morning. i mean llike reallllly early ( Read more... )

ahhh. bordum. there is this bitch who just messaged me calling me a twat and shit. arg i hate bitches like that. and shay, if your reading this, then let me just remind you that i dont get agressive often, but when i do, its pretty bad. who the hell just looks up peoples profiles so they can bash them. that is so gay. and she left it annonomous so ( Read more... )

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ohhhhh emoness.....

i just now realized how much my background does NOT reflect me, but oh well it is pretty. i am misserable and depressed. arg. starting a new handwritten journal soi probably wont use this one alot, even though it is faster to type. i will be useuing it to chart emotions , butall those entries are private. too depresed for words. tear tear. ( Read more... )

My Survey is 4598439058 Times More Random Than YoursAre you obsessed with anything at the moment?:not that i can think of Do you think you've ever had an eating disorder?:maybe What's your favorite flavor of ice cream?:cookie dough If you had one wish, what would it be? And you can't wish for more wishes.:to fly Do you think it's weird to wear ( Read more... )

ok i did something bad. i found, in the girls locker room a nice little message across the lockers that said mike freese is a hittie (even though that not even how you spell his name) so me and my friends took a few sharpies and wrote wonderful messages like "bitch" and "shut the fuck up you stupid whore" and "slut" and "he's taken" and i wrote " ( Read more... )