I have to preface this with the fact that I must have been in the middle of a breakdown or something when I wrote this... it came up as a  "restore" and I haven't logged on for at least a couple of months.

I need a smoke to clear my head.

...

But I won't have it.

I think I hit the wall today. No.

I know I did.

Matter of fact is that I might be in ( Read more... )

Modified from an email, because I am a lazy poster :)

I wrote this just a few days ago, after returning from my trip to Iowa City.

I find the mountains a bit dull today.
The trees are not so green; the sky not so bright blue.
The lake is emptying, revealing its red underbelly.
It's my sick/sad longing for more that dims the light and blurs the beauty ( Read more... )

My shoes are wet and I am cold

There was just a crazy ass hail storm. We haven't had rain in months... and all of a sudden.. hail.... in JUNE....

seriously fucking crazy.

I'm in a happy/sad state... which is an odd place to be, if you've never been there before.

I'm happy. I got my new place. I'm finally moved in, and almost everything is taken care of ( Read more... )

23 days ( Read more... )

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Hello to all. I decided to take the opprotunity to start fresh- with my journal and my life. There are changes that need to be made, and it is now or never. Sorry to those of you who do not use LiveJournal, but my entries will be friends only. There are ways around that, of course... just leave a comment if you'd like to be able to read my journal ( Read more... )