David just took Cole to his house for the first time. I can't quit crying and I got an immediate stress headache as soon as they pulled out of the driveway. I didn't want it to turn out like this. Sometimes I really dislike him for the choices he has made that put us in this situation. Yeah, I know, I shoulda used birth control to begin with, ( Read more... )

my son is so beautiful i can hardly stand it.

David put a slideshow of pics up on his myspace. You can check them out by going to www.myspace.com/yourecrazybitch. If you're on aol you can also see some different ones on our profiles under CarieNel and Readytosplit.

disclaimer: I was REALLY drugged up in those pics.

So..things have been a lil rough this first week. I've had problems with my c-section incision and have had to return to the doctor on Saturday, today, and have to go back on Wednesday. They re-opened my incision and it's going to have to heal the long way. So they're sending a home health nurse out to do wound care on me for about 4 weeks ( Read more... )

since the baby shower had to be canceled, we're having an open house on Saturday, 6/23/07, from 2-4. if you'd like, come meet Cole. email carienel@aol.com for directions.

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Evan Cole Emory Carter, born 6/11/07 @ 5:10pm, 5 lbs 13 oz, 18 inches.

Ugh...got around to researching my insurance today. Found out I have a maximum of $3000 out of pocket. Granted, David will be responsible for half of the charges, but still $1500 will take a huge chunk of change outta my savings. Man oh Man. I know, no one said it was cheap having a baby ( Read more... )

this x effect show on mtv makes me sick.

They're letting me go home! At least, temporarily. I'll still have to be on bedrest with only bathroom and shower privileges and have to go to the doctor twice a week, BUT, at least I can sit outside or open a window if I want to. And I can eat what I want, when I want, and not be woken up at 5am for them to take my vitals.