I think my past is catching up with me ( Read more... )

Allowing myself to be vulnerable is the worst feeling on earth,
I hate opening up and letting someone in,
letting go of my "don't care attitude" scares the shit out of me

...almost as much as having you realize you could do so much better.

if I don't let myself care, I can't get hurt when it inevitablly goes sour.

please don't hurt me.

Time changes so much, It's weird to think that a year ago things were SO different ( Read more... )

for once in my life i would like a non dysfunctional relationship
almost every relationship i have with ANYONE be it friend or male it's always beyond complicated

i want no strings attached
i want no unwanted baggage
i want normal

just fucking normal

god I always forget how awesome it is to live at home ( Read more... )

fuck it,
I'm outta here in a few months

moving onto bigger and better things.

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I secretly hate my life

oops cats outta the bag.

okay so living at home isn't bad at all
i forgot what it feels like to not have to worry about turning off lights and never having food
and i love my mom

good mother and daughter bonding time

soo philli in july...i think so!

its freezing outside

Greensboro I'm ready to leave you.


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i think i'm depressed.