I think I have a horrible habit of trying to sound poetic, and in doing so I end up not really saying anything at all.

I need to work on this.

Also I need to take photos again, because I miss it, and it makes me feel creative and clever.

I feel like I'm leading a double life. 
I have two personalities but both are terrified. 
I wonder which is the real me,
Whether I am a 'wannabe'?

I    love  photography and art and writing and everything that means I can express myself and discover how others express themselves, too. 
But I'm lazy and unmotivated. I'm critical of myself to the point ( Read more... )