I dreamt I was at my house in Lakeland and I saw someone, a girl I've liked for a long time, and then a bunch of other guys showed up too. My Boys were here, so we were down, but these guys just wanted to hang out, but I looked down and realized I was just wearing shorts and a t-shirt and wasn't exactly presentable, so I went in to get pants on, ( Read more... )

Goals: I want to work in a corporate HQ so that I can make good money, maybe eventually getting into R&D of new product development. I'm an inovator at heart and look around each day and see ways of improving everything ( Read more... )

So, I had a SUPER rough day yesterday. I went to First Alliance - Amber Gaile Colson's church (which is now my church) and I don't know how that's going, she touches my heart in ways I haven't felt since Kati ( Read more... )

After all my great learning I have come to this one great conclusion ( Read more... )

This semester is going pretty well, but it's a very precarious balance I have going. I have to balance work with school, work with rent payments, having fun with work/school/rent, and on top of that most girls are nuts. I don't really even try anymore, I mean, I try a little, but mostly I just focus on gettings straight As, making money and ( Read more... )

I saw a starling in the Target parking lot today with a broken wing and an injured foot. I watched it for some time, noting how many other starlings were around the injured bird, playing, chasing each other, grabbing bits of food that people dropped, and yet the others didn't even seem to notice the small injured bird ( Read more... )

Saw two girls today. SUPER cute ones who were definetly giving me the 'come-here-and-talk-to-us' look. I didn't though, I don't know why...I geuss I just didn't feel like it ( Read more... )

I feel ill today. I'm usually in a very good mood and up until this point things have been going VERY well.........well, not really actually, but I've been staying optimistic because some of my friends have things a lot worse than me. I mean, I like this girl I know more than words can express, but I avoid her because...I don't know why...maybe ( Read more... )

Uhhhm, if I disappear or something after this I will be VERY upset ( Read more... )

So I've been grappling with whether I should move to Lakeland and be near campus to partake in the campus experience, the Lakeland surroundings, ect. Or if I should move to Tampa where the rent is less, I already know people ect. I don't know ( Read more... )