i wish i hadnt deleted all my old journals ( Read more... )

if this doesnt tell you something.
ive run out of words.
but really, there were none to begin with.


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its unfortunate that i am not interested in anything but aesthetics,
trying to look how i feel and see myself as,
and trying to see past what people look like.
not happening.
some things arent meant to change,
while some things are in constant motion.

WHY DO I FEEL SO DRAINED

ive unquit smoking.
and my playlist includes:
BLACK SABBATH
trina
mew
carcass
heavenly

fuck the world, you should all kill yourselves.

well maybe there is a god above,
but all ive ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya.

BLAHBLAHBLAH ( Read more... )

this is a cameraphone picture.

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i do things that completely contradict the way i feel.
but maybe, my actions are trying to tell me something my mind cant comprehend.

hopelessness helps assuage disappointment.
as in, romance.
fuck it if this doesnt make sense.

i like the direction my life has taken.
im actually happy.
often.

last night was rough ( Read more... )