im totally over being built up, and getting let down.
ive reduced my expectations, but not my standards.
its honestly not a big deal at all.
i just know im worth more than half assed attempts
at sincerity.

or

im fucking bored way too often;

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saw dr. octagon tonight:
that motherfucker, RULES.

photo from the other night,

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okay. im very sick today ( Read more... )

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i get my anxiety from my mother ( Read more... )

i know i posted these pictures before.
but.
i still think theyre amazing and i wanted to keep them here so i can come back and look
at them next to each other whenever i felt like it.

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i dont want to live in america, and if i could deal ( Read more... )

im home and when the airplane took off i couldnt stop crying.
what the fuck.
when i got home and saw my sisters i couldnt stop crying.
i finally stopped crying.
i ate an amazing meal my mom cooked.
im starting over.
but its better than failing in florida.
everyone, be here right now please.
im so uncomfortable.

it sucks that i can actually get reduced to the point where if i write down how im feeling in my livejournal i might actually feel better ( Read more... )

i am very smart.
and i make educated decisions.
which translates into, im getting trashed
a lot.

bye.