You are so filled with hate. Only towards me. I don't think anyone gets to feel it ( Read more... )

you didn't deserve this

My grandma said I was smart,
and so did yours.
My grandma said I was special,
and so did yours.
My grandma said I was handsome,
and so did yours.
My grandma said I was a respectable,
and so did yours.

I've been told I was loved and so have you.

If no one's ever lived up to potential,
does it exist?
I'm just a habitually failing fuck up-
Are you still convinced ( Read more... )

Build a house out of shit and when it rains all you have is a puddle of shit.

Not the girl for me... I wish you would have told me that before I said you were. Crikey. Don't I look stupid.

I'm going to pray to go to hell to night, just to confuse the shit out of who ever's listening.

We were happy being at the deep end of the pool until we realized the only thing keeping us afloat was us holding our breath. When we finally opened our mouths to speak you told me you wanted to go play at the shallow end with the other kids. I sank. It's where we belong. Me drowning, you measuring achievement by how well you can splash. It's more ( Read more... )

The padded walls should have been the first sign something was wrong.

After 5 days the thirstiest of all men dies. A week maybe; he certainly fucks off by then. Want for 5 days and want no more. Want as goddamn bad as you could ever want and still...5 days. Fuck me, 5 days has long past. The water doesn't even seem real anymore-- fucking deserts.

I  ( Read more... )

Where is the nearest mountain with the biggest crowd? To there I run and scream again; I hate romanticism, poetic style and speaking like Yoda- all in a literary sense of course.

I feel so damn trapped in this cellar. Where is Tolkien and his goddamn cellar door. A little food for thought if you appease your hunger by eating poorly constructed ideas ( Read more... )

Poetry: A beautiful method to being completely useless.

Take the wings off my butterfly and the roots from my tree and I am empty. Of no consequence. What are butterfly wings and tree roots anyway? We have words for that. Let me use them.

So much time making what I mean something much more complicated and dramatic. Metaphor, simile, idiom, stop. Who ( Read more... )