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well things are getting to be the same as before. always on the comoputer or your phone. it seems like i don't have a place with you anymore. ever since you came back from cali you have been distant. i know what i said was true that is why you get so defensive about it. you say you love me but if you did why do you direspect me like that. i have ( Read more... ) -
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It always seems that what ever happens to us is my fault. I do understand what your concerns are. And for the most part I know what they are. Look at it from where I am. I am away from my family alone and have nothing to do. I sit and wait to talk to you. I know it kind of sounds like obsession you know that there is nothing here for me. You ( Read more... ) -
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well as usual i have been fighting with michele. now it has just turned to be about money as par the usual these days. we got overdrawn in the mutual account last week and i text her to tell her and she got all pissed with me for bugging her. she still has been going all over the valley doing whatever she wants and then still wants me to give ehr ( Read more... ) -
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well she has gotten back from wherever she went.or atleast it seems that way. there is so much anger that i am getting towards her and her lies. she is always telling me that she never talks to anyone or anything like that. but everytime that i look at anything she is on myspace, pogo and facebook...if i am allowed to see which is never now. but i ( Read more... ) -
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well i have basically confirmed what i have ebeen thinking. i have goten questions and answers from people that lead me to believe that you are with someone out of town. so ho wlong has this been going on. people have asked me if i have a girlfriend why wouls they ask other than them knowing thatyou have a guy friend. this is getting to be a drain ( Read more... ) -
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well it has gotten worse since th eother day. she still hasn't said anything to me in a week or so no it was monday because she got money from me. that is the only time she talks to me now. imagine how that makes me feel. well she has completely shut me off on her myspace page. not that i went on it very much but now i can't see anything on it. she ( Read more... ) -
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well tomorrow is my 4th wedding anniversary and i am 1500 miles away from my wife. she decided that she wanted to get divorced so she kicked me out. but she isn't filing the paperwork so i guess we are just separated. it is a good thing. but i am too the point now where i just need to know if there is a chance for us to work things out or not so i ( Read more... ) -
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well here it is about 4 months removed from my life. my wife s out having fun with friends and doing whatever she wants. i am here sitting doing nothing because i have no money and know no one here.i feel like i am not even in her realm of concern anymore. it is really hard to sit here thinking about what is going on in my life. she says that she ( Read more... ) -
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well i did the unthinkable this weekend. i finally have let my wife go. i had to i was just tired of fighting for her and it never going anywhere. don't get me wrong i love her still with all myheart and wish i could have done things to keep her. it was hard for me to do. i love talking to her and now i am making myself not talk to her for my own ( Read more... )