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Hard times but hanging in there
I have not had the urge to write in my live journal in several years, but I think it might be a good outlet for me right now. I just learned about the lost of a dear, sweet, friend this evening and it is hitting me hard. Stephanie was one of the teens that I tutored in the CDC class in my high school, when we graduated we stayed friends via ( Read more... ) -
God knew better
I haven't written in my livejournal since 2011, when my ex boyfriend had been so mean and cruel, looking back now I dont even know why I was with him, a girl doesnt need to tip-toe around someone who is supposed to love her, thats no relationship, thats abuse. I am now engaged to a wonderful and loving man. He is a best friend to me as well as a ( Read more... ) -
Where do I go from here?
I felt compelled to write tonight. I've been having a strange but hopeful feeling in my heart as of late which is a little unusual. I feel like somethin in me is telling me that there may be something left for me and Cody. I dont kno if thats just wishfull thinking or if its something God put into my heart that could happen. I'm glad for it tho ( Read more... ) -
Where is my other half?
Its been months since I've had the heart to post on here. I just couldnt bring myself to come back remembering the last posts I made were when Cody and I were together and about the last happy day we shared at Roarin River Park. We still email, but hes' so cold and formal. I dont even kno why. I'm having it hard right now, I've been searching for ( Read more... ) -
A New Moon Rising
Alright I've had enough. I've been shit on, took for granted, degraded, disrespected and forgotten and its time the world sees a whole new friggen Katie. I've had all I'm gonna take and I'm ready to change. The sweet loving Katie everyone always dumped on is dead, a new Katie is here and she's not taking anything anymore. I feel like cuttin all my ( Read more... ) -
Bored
I'm bored tonight. Nothins happenin on Facebook which is unusual for my bunch so I watched Cujo with daddy. I'd never seen it before, I added my random touch to it by sketching a glistening Christmas Tree during the violent parts lol. I kno I'm weird. Daddy likes to say "Sc'gonna getche!!" when Cujo jumps thru a winder or somethin and scares ye to ( Read more... ) -
Holdin My Breath
Well I have more hope these days. I prayed to God and he heard and answered my prayers. Cody emailed me Halloween night and wished me a Happy Birthday so at least thats that much. Also Cody's dad has added me on Facebook and his whole family is bein real nice to me. I had a great Halloween. I was at Jennys and we watched Twilight one night, and ( Read more... ) -
A Peaceful Heart
Here I am again tonight. Not done much today, watched a marathon of What Not to Wear and made earings. I felt sorry for one girl on there, she was real natural like me, and she had real long hair the color of mine. She asked them not to cut it all off and color it but they did and she cried. It was pitiful, I would have slapped them lol. Strangely ( Read more... ) -
Birthday
Well my birthday has come and gone. Cody didnt call, I dont kno what is goin thru his mind but I made his birthday happy for him. I was hoping for a call, a letter, an email something but it wasnt to be I guess. I prayed for God to forgive him cause he knows not what he does. Maybe one day his heart will be touched and turned from stone to gold ( Read more... )