I just don't care....or I care too much....I dunno...got dumped via text message today...how the fuck can you go from "I can't live without you, please never leave me!!" to a simple "It's just not working out" wtf? Never really been dumped before...this is shitty...Now I'm flat broke, jobless, dumped, and living with my current ex fiance, who comes ( Read more... )

Well...upon looking at my LJ for the first time since 2006 I've decided to post. Probably gonna be a long one kids.....updates....Zac and I broke up last year after 4 years together...it got bad...really bad...between abuse and cheating and everything thing else that went on, it was time...I have no regrets...so after all that I moved here, to El ( Read more... )

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hey guys haven't updated in a while...FUCK MEMPHIS IN MAY......hurt my goddamn rib because some bastards in the crowd were exactly as I call them....bastards...sitting at the edge looking at apts. with the boy...paul may be back for good in a couple of weeks ...then again we've all heard this story before so I'm not getting my hopes up too much.... ( Read more... )

I'm at skye's work at the moment and later today I'm going to teh memphis in teh mayz...funny time funny time...soo tired................ummmm.....updates........franekee and geneveive to very old friends of mine had a baby i can't quite remember her name at the moment...I should be moving out within the next month...no job...sally's lied to me... ( Read more... )

yes...thats right....I'm an adult...teehee...twas an awesome b-day...got my first tattoo...on my left forearm it's about 6 inches long and 4 inches wide and it said in a really pretty text "I tried hard to have a father but instead I had a dad.....I also now have 12 piercings ..have fun guessing what the 2 new ones are...teehee...gonna move out in ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm.....things running through mind...gonna go crazy....errr.....*shamck* ah ..ok ...I'm back on track.....started smoking again...had a show the 20th ...twas fun....saw teh jayme when she came to see me the previous week...twas drunken glory with things such as a feminist vegan folk singer from minnesota sleeping on my couch...she was cool and ( Read more... )

I just hung out with paul ...I cannot describe how great it was to see him ...kinda like it would be to see my father again...tomorrow it will be one year since he died...I'm hurtin' but I'm a 'lil trooper I is I is......it has been 49 hours and 34 minutes since my last cigarette...I'm jonesing but I shall keep this new years resolution....my voice ( Read more... )

oh my god you guys guess what anne at the edge just told me?!!! guess guess guess!!!...well ok I'll tell ya...paul THE Paul is coming to visit for christmas and will be in town soon !!!! YAYYYYYAYAYAYAYAYAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! *jumps up and down * he's only visiting but I haven't seen my surrogate father in a fucking year so hooray!! in other news ( Read more... )

well kids much has happened...the boyfriend moved to J-town...amanda got married....show will be on december 2nd to anyone who's interested it'll be at middleton's..woohoo...sitting at the edge with james and skye.....fun times.....the halloween party was bumpin' i vomited...twice ...both times on zach ...poor guy..but it's all okay...drama is a ( Read more... )