today i went on a picnic. and i almost ate a fly. well, i was scared i would eat a fly...but luckily i didn't. then waaaaay later i stood outside of taco bell in the swarm of fishflies and took pictures and some video. they flew in my hair and stuck to my clothes. it was gross and i gagged. but it was worth it. i now <3 fishflies. they are my best/ ( Read more... )

today random scared me.... i went over to his tank and he was a funny blue color... i poked him, lifted him up, shook him, i tried everything. i thought the bugger was dead. my step mom looked at him and said "He looks pretty dead to me." so she told me to call Kyle and tell him.so i did that, he said "WOW, that makes me sad." then i went back and ( Read more... )

it has been a long time. i must say that i have been having a blast with my life. yesterday i finally filmed my music video for mass media. i am trying to motivate myself to do my health homework. mostly tho i am trying to think of a funky bass part for the song "i will survive." then i plan to trick Charlie and Mel into performing it with me. ( Read more... )

i must say, you can only block everything out for so long, after awhile you cant block it out anymore. thats what has finally happened to me. i never do anything right for linda and it seems like when ever i do something wrong that really makes her mad, i find myself recalling all the other things she has said to hurt me. "You were born a liar!" " ( Read more... )

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today is the first! and it is full of firsts for me! today couldnt be any better! i am in a good mood that i wont let get destroyed! even though today is April fools day, now it holds different meaning to me! a deeper meaning! a better one! OH WHAT A PERFECT DAY!

well i have not updated in a while because i am lazy

actully i have been busy with a research project. Its dumb.

Anywho i have been hanging with ashley alot lately. which is really fun

well thats about it

bye.

well i am back from battle creek, our season ended first round against mason, oh well we still had the best wrestling season in the history of Lakeview. after our match coach bought each of us our own pizza, yummy. i am so proud of us and i am going to miss all the seniors who are leaving. oh i almost forgot one of the most important things about ( Read more... )

today is just one of those days where i need to fucking cry. i am so empty. i realize how little i have. all i have is small handfulls of my meaningless dreams, feelings, values, pride, emotions, connections, and secrets. all i want is to have it all. no i dont mean material. i mean inside, i dont want to have to deal with this anymore. i mean i ( Read more... )

this whole entry is devoted to lakeviews wrestling team who won regionals tonight but it mostly is dedicated to one member Mr. Patrick Michael Laughton becuase... YOUR THE ONE WHO GOT US TO FUCKING BATTLE CREEK!!!! I AM GOING TO GET A HOTEL ROOM AND FUCKING JERK YOU OFF!!!!!!!! THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN WORKING FOR ALL YEAR!!!!! we also beat towwer ( Read more... )