well today i got yelled at for waking up on time... my step mom said you need to go to bed earlier so i can get up on time! see i go to school at 630 in the morning so i can do work and stuff. well i got up at 7:10 which in on time and i got yelled at. well today was a pretty normal day, except i got broken up with like eleventybillion times... ( Read more... )

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that sickening feeling of heart break came back... i am jealous of what i dont have. seeing close friends happy sucks. not feeling any type of love sucks even more. i want to know there is someone out there for me. i want to be loved. but it seems that will never happen... everyone i have an interest in has someone else.

today in health we did one of those symbolic thought things where you take a walk in the woods. well in it you see a cup and you need to write down what kind it was and what you do with it. i saw a red solo cup, and what i did was i stomped on it and picked it up and took it with me. when we were done i found out it represents the way i react ( Read more... )

well today i was in the best chat room of my life

Jen
Rico <3
Melissa
and Karen
oh also rob but he left..

well thats it =)

i feel very empty. everything inside of me is caving in. all my emotions from both ends of the spectrum are mixing together. i do not know what i am feeling, all i know is that i do not like it. i feel like i have been stabbed through the heart by something that is cold. i am freezing from the inside. i want the cold season to end. i want new life ( Read more... )

Hello

I have nothing to put in this. I have nothing to say.

well thats about it.

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
03. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
04. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. Put this in your journal!!

first things firt. Rakozy once again proved she rocks since i am taking my final on monday! next i wrestled in a jv tournament yesterday. my first match i got screwed since the kid was choking me. and the reff told him to get off my neck but i still got pinned. and i also lost my second match which i had the same reff. i cant do much today since it ( Read more... )

well kids today wasnt very happy. first i get to school and my shoulder is hurting. people just tell me to stop being a pussy. i lost part of my script that fox was a douche bag about it and made me type the whole thing. then he tried to take a part i wanted. my head started to hurt and then i started to yell at people. then i go to seminar and try ( Read more... )