once again it has been a long time since i wrote in this journal. i have been keeping things to the pen and paper lately. oh, i am not using any uppercase letters in this post; i am sitting in the dark and can't be bothered. so what's new? i'm still working at the youth center. it's good and the kids are great (most of them). although ( Read more... )

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC
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I am going to try to get back into school. I filled out my application and now I must wait. I am also waiting to find out if I will be able to get funding. Initially I was dreading the whole process. The thought of returning to school left me with a little anxiety. I am trying not to think about that, I should wait and see if I am accepted. ( Read more... )

Last Cigarette: ten minutes ago ( Read more... )

The topic of babies has been coming up a lot lately. My best friend is going to have a baby, she's due in September. I'm very happy for her and look forward to spoiling this kid rotten. My brother's girlfriend has admitted she'd like to become pregnant in the next year, the sooner the better for her. I think that would be wonderful, our family ( Read more... )

42 of the MOST Random Questions Ever ( Read more... )

To see you coming around the bend.
I just can't think of anything that can make me smile like you can.
When are you coming around the bend?
I just can't think of anything that can make me smile like you can.

Last Cigarette: smoking one now ( Read more... )

2007. Crazy. I suppose I should think of some resolutions. Ones that I might actually keep. The 'quitting cigarettes' is making a second, or third, maybe a fourth appearance. I want to read more and am taking part in a 50 book challenge. That is I have to read 50 books in one year. I think I am up for the challenge, though I have really cut ( Read more... )

I think loneliness is setting in again. This time around I want a gentleman with a perfect mixture of a freak. Do they exist? Where are they hiding? I don't think they're in Chisasibi. I've been single for well over a year and now I'd like to not be. As much as I've been wanting this lately, this is something that cannot be forced. I was ( Read more... )