hello friends. i haven't posted in almost 6 months. im lame, i know ( Read more... )

well, i certainly have gone through a lot recently. i had a nice little movie and food session with lauren before i left for break, and so far, in my whole like, the only chick flick i approve of is the lake house. its so cute! lol... ok, im over it ( Read more... )

i keep re-evaluating my life and coming up empty.

i want something more.
something worth looking at and going: damn...im finally on my way...somewhere.
but not right now.
i don't feel like that right now. i feel stuck. it's like im pushing so hard and trying to move but heaven help me if i get somewhere ( Read more... )

if i would have waited 9 more days it would have been a month since i last updated... lame.

its time for a change.
tomorrow i get my results from the doctor and while im sure nothing is wrong, i feel like something is definitely not right.
i miss being able to be myself.
ive been flighty.
but i will apologize for nothing becuase even though i may ( Read more... )

okay so my banquet for work was AWESOME!

they did a really good job of putting it together, and afterwards we went to the bar where i even had my own tab :) lol. don't ask. but most importantly.... my outfit kicked ass... hopefully ill get some pictures up soon on facebook or something.... my shoes...were painful... but amazing... be jealous. ( Read more... )

i moved my room around. again. and this time i really like it ( Read more... )

im sooo tiiireeeddd... and very contemplative ( Read more... )

the good news is... i finally got to talk to dohar. damn girl. i miss you. and your infinate knowledge ( Read more... )

im trying to remember why im not completely flipping out.

so many people have been disappointing me. so many situations are letting me down.

and i wish everyone would quit thinking they have everything so bad.

...be careful who you're talking to. please.

on the flipside... i get to FINALLY go shopping this weekend. i can't wait ( Read more... )

i like livejournal's new changes. small but effective ( Read more... )