I hate being so disconnected from my friends, my family. I hate reading LJ posts and finding out what people are doing. I used to find out these things before they happened. Now I have to read LJ to find out they're happening. I could just leave LJ. But then I'd never know anything. It's a cruel irony that shouldn't exist ( Read more... )

I am suddenly and completely terrified.

I have no idea who wrote this. I have no idea if it's a song or just a poem or what. But I like it. I found it on some random person's Xanga site a few months ago and apparently saved it onto my computer. I found it recently and was once again like "OMG THIS IS AWESOME." So yeah ( Read more... )

Today Dan and I got in trouble at supper for "cuddling ( Read more... )

There is no possible way to describe how angry I am right now. Well there was, and I had it all typed up on here, nice and with the word "fucking" in almost every other line... and then it went away. Which really really pissed me off ( Read more... )

1. I miss you. We were friends from the beginning and grew up together. We did everything together when we were younger, and everyone thought we were sisters. I realize we have grown apart quite a bit, but we’re still at the same college. You live right next door, and yet I’ve never felt so far away from you. I miss you ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhhhh... I'm going through withdrawl. People withdrawl, that is. I miss everyone. And I do mean EVERYone. Dogs just aren't the same as people, even if they are more demanding. Ah well ( Read more... )

...but I am at a loss for words.
<3

You mean the world to me. Please know that.

Like a leech, I hold on
As if we belonged to some
Precious pure dream
Cast off, you see what's beneath
Now fail me!

i have LJ.