it's like a year later i dont know if anybody reads this but whatev im in PA right now, lived out in tucson for six months last winter, one of the best winters ever. i spent christmas with the palm trees. it was wonderful. we had a fake little palm tree like thing for our christmas tree. in a big pot, with lots of presents under it. the gem show ( Read more... )

so i've been splitting my time all summer between work and play, PA, albany, and rockland where bobs parents live. anyway now i'll be in PA for a couple weeks. i'm hoping ppl will want to hang out. please you guys the days off i have while im in PA are few but i want to keep busy because i want to stay out of trouble so pleeeeease call me. ( Read more... )

last entry was what i do this summer. this summer i def. have to work as much as possible i am going to get a car. but WHAT do i want to do with my life. i have to do something meaningful. reallly i have to. but WHAT! something outside.

So i dont know what to do this summer? guide? guidehouse? yuck the ghouse means white haaayven. stay in new york? means make money. means STUCK IN ALBANY. See what michelle's doing? maybe hang out up at saranac lake with her? Find a lil job there? means not a lot of cash and no coming home and she might not even be staying there. okay? hang out ( Read more... )

hospital again. this time a whole week n surgery. sucks man. =lots of $$$$$$$. im home n aight n stuff tho..

I found some cool cool cool internships for this summer in california, wyoming, colorado, new mexico, illinois, montana, arizona, new york, and some other places doing some neato outdoor stuff that i reeeeally reeeeally reeeeally want to do. And most of them pay not too shabby. which is nice too. soooo if i intern all summer at one of these places ( Read more... )

yuck, I spent Monday in the hospital (cuz I wanted to be like Jade)lol no i didn't know she was in one, until i came home. I should've been in Sunday night but my roommate is the most self-centered motherfucking bitch in the world. I had a high fever that i couldnt bring down no matter what and my throat was closing up so i couldn't even swallow my ( Read more... )

So first of all, if you want to do something bad enough you can do it. What's stopping you really? Seeeee i wanted to get off probation, i did it. I wanted my own apartment, i got it. I wanted to go visit jamie in Colorado this summer, I did it. I wanted to go to canada and kayak, i did it. I wanted to go to college this fall, guess what, i did it ( Read more... )

i miss my friends

So how do i get a $10,000 loan, without anybody to cosign? anybody know? because apparently full scholarship to college doesnt mean college doesnt cost you anything. freaking new york man. wtf am i thinking. o yea im thinking this cost less than going to lccc. fuck man i'm stressed out about school. i dont want to fucking move to fucking new york ( Read more... )