it's all stuck. close enough to the surface that i can feel the intensity of the emotion burning my under layer of skin as if a flame too close for comfort. but still far away. i hate not being able to cry these tears. there are tears. i can feel them. yet they won't come out. instead, they cause my days to be clouded over in mist and nothing is ( Read more... )

i just want to cry and cry until there are no more tears left ( Read more... )

i just wanted to thank all of you for your support. you guys are incredible. i feel a little bit better today, sorta. but i really wanted to share this quote that made it into my email inbox this morning ( Read more... )

...is it weird to have a dream in which you’re writing a journal entry to yourself? to your therapist ( Read more... )

today is my dad's birthday ( Read more... )

i'm just so preoccupied now. stir-crazy is definitely the right way to describe it. ...waiting...and...waiting...and...waiting...for that response to my email...it could even be a phonecall...i'm not sure i care...but i'm waiting...and...waiting...and going crazy in the process. and now i'm thinking that it's maybe not a good idea at all to jump ( Read more... )

so last night was pretty insane. i got home after seeing my other two peas, which made me beyond joyful! and knew there were a few things i needed to take care of before i could sleep soundly. i did a reading for myself for the first time in months, and asked about possibly resuming a relationship i started a couple of months ago, that ended ( Read more... )

i realize that it's quite bizzare to even attempt to cover it up. my mom told me i should because i'm going to working for this lady who's paying me $25/hour to type her dissertation for her and apparently she's REALLY catholic. my mom thinks if she sees my tattoo she'll freak and judge me and decide that she really doesn't want me to be the one to ( Read more... )

You Are a Soy Latte
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