I think it's going to be an awkward little bit since I am quitting coffee again. Anything I have to do for the ensurance of the baby will just have to be done. I feel a little irritable right now despite not having a reason to or a bad day; it's just a mood that has swept over me and will hopefully soon pass. I continue to be hopeful but I am ( Read more... )

So today I took the first of two pregnancy tests; first was positive. If the second one in one week comes up positive I will be calling in to the doctors and getting the pregnancy ball rolling. I am going to already pick up prenatals this evening when I pick up my refill medication. I consume under the safe amounts of caffeine, however considering ( Read more... )

So many things I want and need to do and it just feels like there isn't enough time or energy or both. Things are well though. Sleep has been better than it has been in many years thanks to the new bed. I'm just still dealing with some imbalance so I am still dealing with a degree of tiredness. I wish my dreams weren't so weird lately, I haven't ( Read more... )

I am going to start trying to build a D&D campaign for my daughter. Something more simplified because she is still young (she will be 8 in less than a month), however she has been showing some promise recently that she is READING to understand and accomplish things so since daddy plays with his group once a week I was thinking I could play with her ( Read more... )

Listening to the Behind the Sheets with Matthew Mercer was a wonderful and enlightening experience. There's a lot of peeks into a creative mind, and I don't just mean his, I mean how a creative mind can work in general. Now while I personally don't share a lot of the particular issues he does, it made me think and realize that I do have several ( Read more... )

I think I am dealing with chronic dehydration. I know I don't drink enough water, but I do drink at least 2 liters a day throughout and I still consistently feel dehydrated. According to Google it could be an electrolyte imbalance that doesn't allow my body to absorb the water I drink properly. Major cause of that is lack of fruit and vegetables in ( Read more... )

I feel like I want to be reading my tarot cards all the time. I have no questions really, I just want to see them, converse with them; let them tell me what they want or think I need to know. I am working on journaling with them once a day. I do a three card spread to start myself then I do a full celtic cross reading and journal both. I was taught ( Read more... )

I don't know what position I ended up in last night, but even in a temperpedic bed I managed to stretch or aggravate something somehow. I'll be fine, but I had to put icy hot on my right shoulder blade because I did something to it. Last night I kind of passed out I don't know when after calling it quits on Minecraft with the kid. However I had ( Read more... )

Sleep is so much better than it used to be, however I am still having some recent issue with my mind just running. It's been making it hard to fall asleep and if I get disrupted during the night to fall back asleep. Once I do my sleep is great, but I am unsure if it's just stress of the current world climate (and I mean that in both weather and ( Read more... )

It's been uneasy the past couple of days for me. The climate of the world is ridiculous and unsettling. My own sleep has been unsettling a couple times due to odd or disturbing dreams. My energy and patience is thin. I have still been well enough, but not as well as I would like to be. I feel like I can't balance anything right now and that ( Read more... )