SOOOOOO if you want to read what i have to say nowwww go to www.myspace/joeydilf . :D. that's right. i'm a sellout.

Madison you're so cool!
I miss you when you're not at school!
If you were naked it would make me drool!
Cuz Oscar Mayer has a way with b-o-l-o-g-n-a!

looooove,
Hugheffner

disgustingcretin: hmph. billy. i realized something today. while i was busting my ass for 35 bucks ( Read more... )

im slitting my wrist. i hate waking up... i hate who i am...i hate how i treat people...i hate knowing that i'm obligated to go to work...i hate everything...i hate everything....none of my friends are real...nothing is real...don't you dare mourn. i am a horrible person and assure you that i've consciously hurt each and every one of you. i deserve ( Read more... )

people say i look ill. they say i dont look healthy at all anymore. that i'm losing too much weight. my sisters both confronted me with it today. someone had also told the nurse that they were worried i'd been doing hard drugs. an old neighbor of mine had told me that he was very concerned, and that he wished i would talk to him about whatever is ( Read more... )

I kissed miranda today. just for fun, but it consecutively hurt at least 5 friends of mine.

i wasn't thinking.

i never think anything out...

I know that it meant nothing to either of us, but it will mean alot to others.

bleh, whatever.

I wonder why i've been so down lately...

i dont want to hurt anyone

i'm sick

I need help

or sudden death

shit. i've got an actual job now. (acme brick fired me before i worked).

I'm working for 5.15 an hour at rodriguez and son...and i start...in 10 minutes. later kids :P

oh yeah, due to this new job i might have to drop out of the show on the 10th. i really hope not though. also, coronation might be a big no no for me.

later.

i went to the mall to skate for a bit. my skateboard broke. dissapointment upon dissapointment. i feel so low right now.

i want the nerve.

I did it. i broke my own nose. i have the audacity...to break my own nose.

the good news is i cried so hard... the most i've cried in months.

i'm definitely not alright.