Too bad you knew me ( Read more... )

I've fallen in to a state of false emotions and the real shit is clawing at me. With every step I take and every word that comes out of my mouth just wanna burst into tears. I say I dunno why but it all is pretty clear in my head. I'm hurting. I thought maybe basketball, girls and going sober would make me feel good but nah son, it's not working.I ( Read more... )

Sooooo... Life is fucking awesome right now. Basketball has finally started and the practices are intense but so worth it. I mean c'mon I get to look at the two crushes I do have work up a sweat. Hot, huh? My school work has improven soooo fucking much and dude I'm loving it. I've been getting my mack on and so far no shut downs. Well,I haven't ( Read more... )

"As day comes and night falls ( Read more... )

Captain practices started this week. I love being one of the top dogs giving the little weaklings hell. It's fun. Steph and I challenged Ellen (Ms K :]) and Ms Rosa to a two on two game. Steph and I are def gonna win. I also PASSED ALL MY CLASSES!!! I'm a fucking g. I can't wait for basketball season to start!! I just hope that people will be at my ( Read more... )

so basically ive felt like shit for, wat seemed to be, forever but i dunno ive just gotten over it. today i hung out wit chad, his wife and his dad and it was pretty chill. He made me do my make up work for english which totally sucked but it made me feel so much better. Ellen says I better quit smoking cigarettes or else. haha I wonder wat the or ( Read more... )

Do not get me wrong I cannot wait for you to come home ( Read more... )

So yah. Life has been pretty good. Dink and I are trying to work things out and what not. I have made he decision not to do any other drugs besides e and weed. I came to that becuse last night i definetly over dosed on some type on volumes...It sucked. I was in good care though. I took 6 pills and snorted 2. That shit ws not fun..I cant wait to get ( Read more... )

Soo...besides the fact that many things went bad it is a very special day. A year ago today, I, cia, asked, danielle bray, to be my girlfriend infront of Nicole Bianca's house while I was in Gregory Whitherspoon's(sp) car. Despite all the drama, we have made it through a year. I love that women so much sometimes I can't breath. She is my everything ( Read more... )

11 months, son. That's crazy. I love you so much baby. You are so amazing. You're truly special for being able to put up with my whiny, insensitive ass. You are everything to me. 5-30-05<3 ( Read more... )