So yesterday my dad chewed me out for hanging out with my friend mark, because, get this, I'm married, no shit dad. Then I went and spent last night in a hotel with Bob, nobody tell my dad. haha

so I wanted to write something, 2008 was not a year I will forget any time soon. It might be a year that has changed my life more than any other. So I copied Nell's 2008 questions as a way to summarize though I may change some as they were kin-dove redundant on the political side ( Read more... )

last night my cousin mike comited suicide, at least thats what it looks like. he was 18, had just finished his first year of colege at western and though he did like to drink a little and stuggled with the transitions of life like the rest of us, was not otherwise abnormal. it has cought us completely off guard. he came to camp for youth ( Read more... )

on this day last year jake and i were visiting stone hedge with our good friend jack.
public servis anouncement: Ultramarine blue is comming for your children. just thaught you should know.

oh and i hate school.

the sky is purple right now and every day seems longer than the last.
ps i have paint all over my face from evning program, it makes me happy

i feel realy disconected and i am hopeing that this will help me reconect with the people that also want to be conected. i would use face book but it has never let me log on and it is realy frusterating. i spent may this year in europe with jake. jake is my boyfriend for those of you who do not know. we have been together since november of 04 ( Read more... )

home in 2 days!!!!!
margot, what time do you get in on monday?
everyone that wants me to have thier # needs to call me so i can get it, but if you leave a mesage i might not get it so be careful, and if you leave a message call twice
i need some food
i am going to go work on that

mood: done ( Read more... )

i am in a fuking bitchy mood. i hate everything and everythng hates me, there are all these peple around me whre ever i go having fun and laughing and being close to one another and i can't figure out how to break in, like in highschool people thaught i was cute and so they would be my friends but now i seem to give off ths vibe of wierdness and i ( Read more... )

ye h it is week three and a half, thanks t and ruby for dealing and ian for always being willing to put up with my wirdness nad not coment on it.
so jake found out about my selfish bitchy side last night
i think i have cryed 4 times today
i am going to go wright a paper now, seeya