I wish he knew how much he makes me smile.......

wow this drama shit is insane......i found alot of things out tonite that people say about me behind my back....its actually rather funny....i love it when people are nice to ur face and then bitch u out behind ur back....seriously if u have something to say just say it to my face....it makes it worse when u talk about people behind their back! wow ( Read more... )

i can't even explain how i feel.....i don't think i've cried this much in a long time....why did it happen now....so fast....no one knew ....so unexpected....i just don't understand....

so alot has happened since i last updated and for the sake of other privacy i'm not going to go into detail...so i'm not sure how i feel...it's like when we are together idk what i am feeling...but when we are apart i think about him alot...and i feel like a totaly idiot because i told myself i was going to get over him for sake of other people... ( Read more... )

1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Porter ( Read more... )

so It's been awhile since I last wrote in this stupid thing so I thought it was about the time for an update ( Read more... )

I'm almost back to my normal self again...things are finally looking up...I'm starting to become friends with people that i never thought i would speak to again...which is totally great! although I've noticed some changes in myself...it could be good or bad...i'm not scared to say whats on my mind ne more....i'm very blunt...which could be bad in ( Read more... )

my life is pretty shitty right now....okay maybe that was a little too over dramatic....but it sure feels that way...i feel unwanted sometimes...but i think i put myself in those positions most of the time...yeah i'm really not sure what i'm exactly saying....i think i'm over him....dont want him...something about him turned me away...not really ( Read more... )

so i don't go to school for one fucking day and look what happens....w/e i will complain tomorrow about it...i'm soo ticked....i'm glad i found out now and not tomorrow ugh....w/e she wants to be a bitch and put me with someone she knows i dont want to be with fine i can be a bitch right back!!! just remember paybacks a bitch ( Read more... )

I HATE IT...THIS IS BULLSHIT...EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENEING IS BULLSHIT....I JUST WANT TO GET THE FUCK OUT BUT MY FUCKING PARENTS WONT LET ME UNTIL I FIND ANOTHER JOB!!!......ne ideas for a new job??? please let me know i need to get out this stress is making me go insane....i can't handle it ne more...i'm ready to just die!!! ugh!!!! i fucking ( Read more... )